Camping and more

Ryan and I went camping this weekend. It was a blast, well a relaxed blast. When I got to the campground Ryan was in the middle of setting up his tent. I wasn't a whole lot of help since I'm used to setting up dome tents. We went on a couple of bikerides, unfortunately the seat on the bike Ryan was borrowing wasn't super comfortable. But we still rode close to 40 miles in two days. We also went tubing and swimming, and built a couple of fires to cook din din. Friday night it rained and we got a little wet, but faired much better than most people who ended up with rain in their tent. About the only people in tents who didn't get wet were those who bought theirs from cabellas. We had pretty nice neighbors, except for the drunk kids to the left of us. I about yelled at them fri. night, except I was naked and didn't want to get dressed, and didn't want to get out of bed with Ryan. Speaking of being naked, these past couple of nights, when it's just me and ryan, it has been taking all of my better judgment to keep myself from wanting to have sex with him. I could go on for a very long time as to why I won't right now, but condensed down, even though we go pretty far when it comes to fooling around, I'm just not ready to have sex. I have a feeling Ryan and I will probably talk about it sometime, we seem to be good at that. I tend to be pretty open with him, a lot of it has to do with trust. I trust he won't make fun of me or judge me for the things I say and think, and I trust that he won't go around telling everyone else everything I've said to him. Today on the way home Ryan followed me down to Decorah just to go to the Whippy Dip. I couldn't believe it. I didn't know if we would stay and do anything else, but since it's gotten so hot, it probably wouldn't have been much fun if we did. But talk about love, he went that far out of his way just to have 15 min snack at my favorite icecream place. I love him more than I new possible, it hurts so much to leave him, it feels like my heart is being torn apart. I was so tired when I got home, I took a two and half hour nap, which got a little interupted. Apparently Natalies parents got in a fight, Maria is out trying to find her and I'm a little worried, I hope she is ok. I wondered when she called if something wasn't right, I should have asked.